Just An Update

It has been awhile since I've posted anything here. So I decided to update those that have been here since I joined and for those who have just joined the club looking for help. So I finally made peace with this whole thing, I've slowly got into my old routine with slight changes of coarse. It's true that this isn't a death sentence and now that I look at the last 5 months I feel rather stupid. I was scared and confused. I had a million questions that I wanted answered but in the end all I could do was research and talk to people who have had it for awhile. Now I'm happy and living life like i normally would, with altered habits so I don't spread it or pass it to my kids. I still haven't been able to get on meds but I've been doing everything I can to keep from having obs. So far I haven't had too many, which I'm happy about. It's a pain to change the way you do things but you do what you have to in order to protect those you love. Sex is still an issue for me not because I'm afraid my wife will get it (she willing exposed herself). Our obs happen at opposite times which is a pain in the ass. I don't want to risk spreading it anywhere else so I'm very careful about sex even though she just wants to rape me. Other then the annoying obs, life is good and it does go on. It does get easier once you know what you are suppose to do and put them into practice. I honestly can't wait until I reached that level where time takes over and this sort of becomes a bad memory. So everyone new, don't panic or be too upset cause that shit will pass and be happy it wasn't something worse. You will find away to move on. Well thats my update.